Saturday, March 2, 2013

Stigmatizing sex.
Stigmatizing love.
Stigmatizing life itself.

After the stigmatas, then comes the perjury and perversion of all that is pure.
God fucking dammit, everything is so stigmatized. Every fucking thing. The only things that aren't are obedience and small mindedness. Its as if its all enclosed to turn you into willing slaves. Providing you no other options because you were so willing to not think outside the coffin.

Too many puppets who are strung to wrong puppetmasters. The right puppetmasters are liberating shepards. Be vigilant on who and what you allow to be head over your life. Recieve the diadem of life which is your birthright. Its crazy how racism runs so deep.

I cant even like a white girl with curves without receiving flack from people on both sides. Like In a stereotype for falling in love with someone. I feel so alien around people because of all this chicken and watermelon bullshit. I feel like I have to hide entire aspects of who I am as a person these days.

People always say theyre so surprised to find out Im black after.they see me. They say i write or portray myself as white when I just carry a certain vernacular. Im a poet. Its my thing. I love the beauty of being able to express myself in such a colorful way.

What really sucks is being labelled gay or homosexual because I have a more open heart than most men. Its like being emotionless robots is the new thing. Nobody loves themselves enough to not degrase themselves, and people dont reallize how hard they perpetuate the stereotypes as well as the racist attitude that has almost become one with our society.

Think about it. I cant live in certain countriesb because of my color. I have tp research how people in that area feel about peoplw of color. As if Im some alien creature frol the nethervoid.

I swear to youand everyone that does and doesng read this blog, yohre human and you matter. You are important. Even if you die tomorrow,live your life fod the bestof yourself and live peacefully with all those you come across. The hands of your heart in silence perform mucb more than anyone could even begin to partake in the fathomry of such.

I have simply grown tired of beong the puppet, the dancing monkey, the boackface fool fpr everyones entertainment. I want to live freely, to love freely without worry cor trivial bullshit and differences.

Its a race thing because it was made this way. You might think all these black men and women on TVare successful, but thays the biggest lie. Trust me. Do what you do, whats meamt for you, what your heart whispers for.

-via Mobile

( i hate touchscreens and having big hands)

I see everything that stemmed from people of color being perverted and perjuried into a cash cow. From theology, to music. Pythagorean theorem was an ideal stolen from the egyptians. Shit reminds me of FLCL when Medical Mechanical planned to iron out the creases in the world.

Friday, March 1, 2013

I reminisce over the daydreams I shared with her. We were in the midst of a spacious void littered with star sparkles. As we looked out from the window of our space station, my hand clasped with hers as we shared a kiss that surged greater than the oceans. It feels all like a tailored dream from a lonely bastard who never had a chance. Or as if that chance has come and gone already. -sighs- Only time will tell.
Every moment that passes, I hear a little voice screaming "I'm not from here. I'm not from here. I'm not from here." As if its a reminder about something. I don't fit. I just don't fit. People take my thinking as me being narcissistic or egotistical, but I'm the one feeling subhuman or...alien. Its all....so outlandish. And at the end of everyday, I sit alone staring at the red rose that haunts me.

Nevermore were the good sheperds for they all aspired to be Hugh Hefner.