Even if I had the girl of my dreams, would I still be able to put a genuine smile on my face?
I lost way too much over the years for me to even think anything lasts forever.
Some of the brightest souls I've ever seen are dead and gone.
Everyone asks "Watchu want for christmas?" And the only things that run through my mind are what money can't bring back.

Video games, speakers, Sure I guess. Just some new headphones and something to numb the pain for a couple of minutes. Maybe a shot to the dome and a morphine drip.
Wish I could return to the blissful ignorance of my youth, because you gotta be dumb to be happy in the world we're living in.

The color of life has been whitewashed, and that diamond that lustered in the sun was just fool's gold.

Work for what you eat, but I'm still trying to find a reason to live. Guess I'm still living for the people around me, but I've been alone for longer than I can remember.

Wish I could give much more than encouraging words or pictures and writings of my dreams. They hold no value in the hearts of today nor tomorrow.