Fuck this shit, I'm just about ready to set fire to my own house again in another universe and shit. Like...The fuck have we come to? From sticks and stones to mind-numbing bullshit to force a conformity to a polarization of almost every single aspect of our lives. We as human beings are toooooo fucking dynamic for us to be stagnant. We change too much daily for us to hold onto old ideals, and to be fooled by new age bullshit and scams. We're too goddamned smart for this. Either that, or we done drank too much flouridated water or some shit. Like, for real? I don't want anyone to follow after what I did in my life. Hell, I don't really much want anyone to know what I've been through. Its really hard to try and even formulate an opinion on it, and trying to hold it back to. Thanks to friends of mine, I've come to actually finding a place to vent in hopes that I'll be able to get over alot of the shit going on around me. I'm just really hoping that some of my thoughts and opinions would reach the right ears so that they too may wake up from this sleep we've endured for too many generations.We keep thinking about all of this overtly stupid and unrealistic approaches to life instead of actually living. We forget the acceptance of not just other people, but of ourselves and our shortcomings. Realizing that there are things we are masters of, and things we have no point doing, and things we can learn to be better at. We talk about love all the goddamned time, but never love. And under the guise of a false-love, condemn those who don't think exactly like us. I can admit to being one of those people. I don't like alot of people. I can admit I dislike people in general, and that I haven't simply accepted them as being different. But I want to start working on loving myself, and accepting all that I am and all that I am not, so that I may be able to love everyone around me much more efficiently.